Well allrighty

So it seems to be that I am bummed. And it is not for the loss of the man but instead for my own ability to STOP making the SAME MISTAKES again and again. It feels good to realize that I am so bummed mostly because of my own mistakes rather than the mistake of a guy to dumb to know a good thing when he sees it. There, now I feel better. Now I just have to undo the damage that I have done in my own life.